你会不会有看到我的一天

~~Wednesday, August 27~~

9:39 AM

时间是我的全部，他带给我所有幸福的回忆，也同时带走很多。
说到开心的回忆吗，我们之间也并没有很多。可是在你面前的我
轻松自然，无论是快乐与烦心时会想到你。你可以说是我的幸福所在，
也有如我的太阳，我的月亮，无时无刻的照亮着我。

可是今天的我觉得昨天的我所做的事很幼稚，我其实还在成长。
而成长，是一段必须付出代价的旅程。我希望你可以陪我走完着个旅程

我为了你昼夜难眠，就为了希望可以分享你的快乐与分担你的痛苦。
我其实我不在乎你的容貌，而我不管什么事也都可以答应你。我也答应你
一定改掉我所有的壞習慣。我也不会骗你，因为我发誓你会将是我的唯一。

Will you ever notice me...

2:06 AM

Haha.. felt veri boring woh and my fren ask me take some handwriting test, dunnoe wether true ant de below are the result of some. Read liao thn feedback to me arh ppl.

Changcun uses judgment to make decisions. He is ruled by his head, not his heart. He is a cool, collected person who is usually unexpressive emotionally. Some may see him as unemotional. He does have emotions but has no need to express them. He is withdrawn into himself and enjoys being alone.

The circumstances when Changcun does express emotions include: extreme anger, extreme passion, and tremendous stress. If someone gets him mad enough to tell him off, he will not be sorry about it later. He puts a mark in his mind when someone angers him. He keeps track of these marks and when he hits that last mark he will let them know they have gone too far. He is ruled somewhat by self-interest. All his conclusions are made without outside emotional influence. He is very level-headed and will remain calm in an emergency situation. In a situation where other people might get hysterical, he has poise.

Changcun will work more efficiently if given space and time to be alone. He would rather not be surrounded by people constantly. In a relationship, he will show his love by the things he does rather than by the things he says. Saying "I love you" is not a needed routine because he feels his mate should already know. The only exception to this is if he has logically concluded that it is best for his mate to hear him express his love verbally.

Changcun is not subject to emotional appeals. If someone is selling a product to him, they will need to present only the facts. They should present them from a standpoint of his sound judgment. He will not be taken in by an emotional story about someone else. He will meet emergencies without getting hysterical and he will always ask "Is this best for me?"

Changcun tends to write a bit smaller than the average person. When a person's letters are small and tiny, this indicates an ability to focus and concentrate. This character trait is a huge asset in careers like math, science, race car driving, and flying planes. However, if Changcun writes tiny all of the time, he will also display characteristics of someone who is socially introverted. Changcun will often sit on the sideline and watch others get the attention at parties. he might be willing to open up and be warm, but only in small groups or a select group of people. When he is busy working on a project, it is common for all other noises and distractions to just fade away and his ability to focus is incredible. When he says "he didn't hear you", he really means, he didn't hear you.

Changcun will demand respect and will expect others to treat him with honor and dignity. Changcun believes in his ideas and will expect other people to also respect them. He has a lot of pride.

Changcun will be candid and direct when expressing his opinion. He will tell them what he thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want his opinion, don't ask for it!

In reference to Changcun's mental abilities, he has a very investigating and creating mind. He investigates projects rapidly because he is curious about many things. He gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but he soon must slow down and look at all the angles. He probably gets too many things going at once. When Changcun slows down, then he becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, he must slow down to do it. He then decides what projects he has time to finish. Thus he finishes at a slower pace than when he started the project.

He has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. His mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. He can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Changcun can then switch into his low gear. When he is in the slower mode, he can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. He is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.

Changcun is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth. This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem. He needs to visualize the end of a project before he starts. he finds joy in anticipation and planning. Notice that I said he plans everything he is going to do, that doesn't necessarily mean things go as planned. Changcun basically feels good about himself. He has a positive self-esteem which contributes to his success. He feels he has the ability to achieve anything he sets his mind to. However, he sets his goals using practicality-- not too "out of reach". He has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, he will not take great risks, as they relate to his goals. A good esteem is one key to a happy life. Although there is room for improvement in the confidence catagery, his self-perception is better than average.

Changcun is sarcastic. This is a defense mechanism designed to protect his ego when he feels hurt. He pokes people harder than he gets poked. These sarcastic remarks can be very funny. They can also be harsh, bitter, and caustic at the same time.

Something is incomplete in Changcun's life. He feels frustration relating to his physical needs and desires. Somewhere in his life there is some disappointment, non-fulfillment, and interruption. This is very likely to relate to Changcun's sexual needs. ( ps: dun think tis part is true eh)

Anyway that about all of it i think, it quite alot eh.. however if u have reali read to tis point, erm it shows dat u have nth better to do eh.. jux kidding ppl relax... kk that all i gt to said go read the results bah... wahahaha XD

Will you ever notice me...

~~Sunday, August 24~~

8:02 AM

Recently i been reading a book called 《男人的痛》，it is about the pain of men as the tittle suggests. Its quite a weird and funny book eh, and at the bottom is how i felt after reading it
男人，有太多时候，被人看的太过于伟岸。可是男人其实是这个世界上最复杂，并且是最难活的一种生物。　　

男人，有着一颗比女人更脆弱的心，却往往要去承受一些难承受的事，甚至是最难承受的一切事。上天给予了女人们大声去哭的权力，可以让女人受伤了后，马上说出来，马上展现给别人看，让别人关怀、呵护；而却没有给予心里承受能力较差的男人以任何一丝可以发泄与自我安慰的东西。
因为“男人”这个名词的存在，已經不只是单单一个名词了他慢慢的转变为强大与支柱的象征。使得男人有痛有伤都只能自己默默承受，甚至还要伪装自己的伤痛，在世人面前笑。
男人并不是神，男人总都会是有自己真实的那一面，而那一面，不是任何的外人所能知晓。
女人们，不要总认为男人做什么都是应该，也不要总认为女人总是要受到男人的保护的。不然男人就会越来越坚强，而女人却越来越脆弱，最后...　　

男人的痛，或许已经不再是痛，或许已经成为了习惯了吧...

所以我们男人，也总不要让自己一直的假装坚强，伪装伤痛，不要让原本属于自己那健康的心理变的扭曲，甚至于连笑也都不会了。

Will you ever notice me...

~~Saturday, August 16~~

5:26 AM

一个人静静的坐在窗前,看着那蒙胧的夜空
那夜空的黑暗就有如一个無底洞,把所有的想法和感受吸去
而同时在腦中,不断的浮出你我的过去的畫面
可是不知道從什麼時候开始, 兩行暖暖的眼淚流下來....

有人從告訴过我眼泪都是我门的体会,也是成长的滋
可是我不信不过, 可是想想的確是这样的
只有眼泪是真的吧

Wah..haha 2ml is a brand new dae, look forward to it bah.
Since there is over a million possibility that can happen in a second..
sometime good might happen bah.. I THINK =)

Will you ever notice me...

~~Thursday, August 14~~

5:16 AM

Wooh..wooh.. i went to orchard road 2dae arh, did abit window shopping coz at home so sianz leh. like wanna rot liao if i dun go out. so as i was saiding i enter Cartier's (the expensive renowned French jeweller and watchmaker). And i sth catch my attention when i enter the shop, it's called he Love bracelet. It is a bracelet that they specially made it for you, and it will onli come off by using key that comes with the bracelet leh. speacial sia, but thn the price of coz aso special de lar, i think if i rmb correctly it is like 5000 bucks for the bracelet sia. SO EXPENSIVE, however i still want it. so let's add it to long list of want item. XD

the link to see the bracelet sia: http://love.cartier.com/home.php?idlangue=uk&idcontinent=ao

Will you ever notice me...

~~Wednesday, August 13~~

9:57 AM

Haiz.. my violin bow string broke liao sia, dunnoe how much it will cost me to replace it. Dang it the bow new wan leh. Think of it then sianz diao already..... However i learn something from this incident, never tighten your bow while watching tv. Becoz the chances of the string on the bow is very high de lar... :)

Will you ever notice me...

~~Wednesday, August 6~~

10:34 PM

wah..wah ..wah 今天是7夕了ヘ，愿天下有情人终成眷属哦!
jux now while sitting by the window, something came into my mind and i have to write it down, it's like dis de.
谁的嫁衣搁在那里无人问津窗台下面再也不会有那双眼睛街道里他们的欢声笑语刺痛着我的心在那角落
谁的泪滴弥漫的大雾从此再也无法肃清记忆中的你和我的幸福谁都无法比拟无法比拟
这个情人节不属于我
或许买一朵玫瑰插入瓶中一直看着她枯萎
那鲜红的泪滴…………

Will you ever notice me...

~~Saturday, August 2~~

7:35 AM

tis MV is for a certain someone

真没用..傻的了,聽歌而已,哭甚麼,我哭甚麼...

没想到我竟然会哭。

Will you ever notice me...